Where have I reached? Can it go any lower than this? Well, I keep thinking that once in a while, but then I surprise myself again. It has come to the point now that I have started dreading Saturday and Sunday. In Bangalore, alone. This is such a pitiful situation that I am no more liking Saturday and Sunday. Such atrocious that it has become so difficult to go through the holidays, weekends, any off from work.
I had never imagined I myself would reach such a place and time in my own life. Had always thought people fool who would say such things.
Among all this the stangest thing is I was a person who always had something or the other to do. I always had less time. For me 24 hours had always been insufficient to do so many things that I had wanted to do. But of late, I don't feel like doing anything. I have lost interest in those things. Very very rarely now I feel like doing something.
I don't think I was meant for that whatever happened with me. This should have been someone else, not me. Maybe I was too delicate for it to happen to me, too sensitive a person.
4/26/2025 02:53:00 pm
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