I didn't think of her the whole day. I didn't do anything that would remotely cause to trigger her memory. But even then I was with her the whole night. Had a very long dream, and she was there again as usual. Needless to say, I was in heaven, enjoying every second of the dream. But it ended as morning approached. And now everything reminds me of her. I am amazed by this brain how it finds some connection with her with almost anything. She had a neice and we used to talk about her, play with her sometimes. And now I have a niece and it all reminds me of her again.
Although one thing I have to say. These songs, the lyrics, how people write them, it connects so strongly with my situation. Sometimes I just feel how immensely professional the lyrics writers are to bring a tradegy to life in a song with such realistic feelings. Or who knows few are their own stories.
Will this state of being never end for me? Will I always long for her this way? What do I do?
9/06/2021 07:24:00 am
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