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Thursday 29 April 2021

Bhaang or any other recreational substance for that matter is very dangerous. It's not a laughable thing or something that should be taken lightly. If you really want to experience how it feels to be drunk and out of control, have someone near you all the time who is sobre and will remain sobre throughout. Someone that you can trust with your life. There is a huge risk of overdose that might go wrong any moment. People who have never taken it and don't have any experience of it, should always take in very small quantity. Gradually increase but still the safest thing to do is not to take it and not to try being drunk and out of senses.


It's absolutely not recommended to have everyone in the house or room get high at the same time. Because if everyone takes it no matter how much control they have on their minds, these things don't allow your power to work on your brain. You might go to the terrace and jump from there thinking you are in some cloud or dream and nothing of it is real. At times your heart starts racing so hard, you can even feel it beating under you. Everything you feel that time happens in cycles. Your brains works amazingly. At times you feel like you are drowning into a trench or low lying area and at other times you may feel you are flying in vaccum. There is no visual limitation in terms of interpretations that the brain creates in that state. You might see all your thoughts so clearly in your mind. You can browse through them as if it's a catalogue. And the ideas that come to you, they feel unbelievably best. Any idea you get, you feel like that's the best idea in the whole wide world. All those ideas hit you in cycles, one goes another comes. More or less they remain in order. Sometimes you might go into a state of sleep and wake up again. But if you sleep early before the onset of your brain going haphazard, you might be absolutely okay without experiencing any of these dangerous things and might be able to sleep off the whole thing away.

The substance makes your body very slow in terms of time. At times you might feel how much time has gone by, which might feel like a lot. When people speak it takes time for you to understand and interpret their sentences. Also the motor neurons work in a delayed manner or the brain takes time to process signals. You slur, you get slow in hand movement, body movement and finally might fall if you try to walk. That depends on the quantity of the dose you have taken. All in all, it's only good or doable for people who enjoy leaving their brain and body out of control. Not for people who don't want to lose control of themselves.

Bhaang and the state it puts you in

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Bhaang or any other recreational substance for that matter is very dangerous. It's not a laughable thing or something that should be taken lightly. If you really want to experience how it feels to be drunk and out of control, have someone near you all the time who is sobre and will remain sobre throughout. Someone that you can trust with your life. There is a huge risk of overdose that might go wrong any moment. People who have never taken it and don't have any experience of it, should always take in very small quantity. Gradually increase but still the safest thing to do is not to take it and not to try being drunk and out of senses.


It's absolutely not recommended to have everyone in the house or room get high at the same time. Because if everyone takes it no matter how much control they have on their minds, these things don't allow your power to work on your brain. You might go to the terrace and jump from there thinking you are in some cloud or dream and nothing of it is real. At times your heart starts racing so hard, you can even feel it beating under you. Everything you feel that time happens in cycles. Your brains works amazingly. At times you feel like you are drowning into a trench or low lying area and at other times you may feel you are flying in vaccum. There is no visual limitation in terms of interpretations that the brain creates in that state. You might see all your thoughts so clearly in your mind. You can browse through them as if it's a catalogue. And the ideas that come to you, they feel unbelievably best. Any idea you get, you feel like that's the best idea in the whole wide world. All those ideas hit you in cycles, one goes another comes. More or less they remain in order. Sometimes you might go into a state of sleep and wake up again. But if you sleep early before the onset of your brain going haphazard, you might be absolutely okay without experiencing any of these dangerous things and might be able to sleep off the whole thing away.

The substance makes your body very slow in terms of time. At times you might feel how much time has gone by, which might feel like a lot. When people speak it takes time for you to understand and interpret their sentences. Also the motor neurons work in a delayed manner or the brain takes time to process signals. You slur, you get slow in hand movement, body movement and finally might fall if you try to walk. That depends on the quantity of the dose you have taken. All in all, it's only good or doable for people who enjoy leaving their brain and body out of control. Not for people who don't want to lose control of themselves.

4/29/2021 08:59:00 pm Share:

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Wednesday 28 April 2021

Life was never what I wanted it to be
I wanted peace
I got sorrow
I drove towards wisdom
Got this one thing right
Wanted to be near everyone
Distances kept on increasing
Wanted to learn everything
Career didn't allow
Wanted to be loved
But only I loved
Wanted to teach everyone good
I myself got changed


Life was never what i wanted it to be
I lost my ability to decide
I lost my ability to judge
I lost my ability to learn
I lost my ability to think
I lost the peaceful me
I lost the soulful me
I lost the carefree me
I lost the innovative me
I lost the curious me
Life was never what I wanted it to be

Life was never what I wanted it to be

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Life was never what I wanted it to be
I wanted peace
I got sorrow
I drove towards wisdom
Got this one thing right
Wanted to be near everyone
Distances kept on increasing
Wanted to learn everything
Career didn't allow
Wanted to be loved
But only I loved
Wanted to teach everyone good
I myself got changed


Life was never what i wanted it to be
I lost my ability to decide
I lost my ability to judge
I lost my ability to learn
I lost my ability to think
I lost the peaceful me
I lost the soulful me
I lost the carefree me
I lost the innovative me
I lost the curious me
Life was never what I wanted it to be

4/28/2021 09:21:00 pm Share:

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Sunday 25 April 2021

I think my worst nightmare keeps reworking and making itself worse. I have woken up now and it's 6:30 in the morning. It's been half an hour but my heart is still racing with fear. What I saw, witnessed in this dream, if it comes true, eventually it will, I don't know what I will do then. Just the thought itself is so scary. I thought I am getting better over time, but this is not supposed to be my reaction when that happens. I shouldn't be affected by that.
Will I ever be able to get rid of this? If not then I think I will be in this misery for the larger part of my life. It's not that I don't want a solution, but there isn't anything to be done. All I can do is better myself and clean myself. Get rid of the memories and thoughts and all that. It shouldn't matter to me. It shouldn't effect me. Else it will be a lifetime regret. I should think about it and train myself to not get bothered by it.
Only if I could delete some memories. How selfish this mind is. People are dying right now, everywhere there's chaos and cry for help, and I am thinking about all this. Shame on me. Shame on my longing and desperation. Shame on my restlessness.

Worst Nightmare

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I think my worst nightmare keeps reworking and making itself worse. I have woken up now and it's 6:30 in the morning. It's been half an hour but my heart is still racing with fear. What I saw, witnessed in this dream, if it comes true, eventually it will, I don't know what I will do then. Just the thought itself is so scary. I thought I am getting better over time, but this is not supposed to be my reaction when that happens. I shouldn't be affected by that.
Will I ever be able to get rid of this? If not then I think I will be in this misery for the larger part of my life. It's not that I don't want a solution, but there isn't anything to be done. All I can do is better myself and clean myself. Get rid of the memories and thoughts and all that. It shouldn't matter to me. It shouldn't effect me. Else it will be a lifetime regret. I should think about it and train myself to not get bothered by it.
Only if I could delete some memories. How selfish this mind is. People are dying right now, everywhere there's chaos and cry for help, and I am thinking about all this. Shame on me. Shame on my longing and desperation. Shame on my restlessness.

4/25/2021 06:56:00 am Share:

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