Of late, these days, after seeing, hearing so many friends, acquaintances, colleagues and people I know getting maaried, it is dawning on me thst the news I have dreaded the past five years may arrive anytime soon. Before that, I just want to ask once, just to know if at all there could be a chance for us. I know it is near to impossible and highly unlikely to even think that one might be still single or not have fallen for someone, but, the heart/mind is what it is. Logic defies it.
I could have talked, striked that conversation but I have avoided. All because I don't want to cause her remotest of trouble or pain, in case me striking this conversation does it to her. There are so many things to say, but I lack the courage to cause unhappiness to her.
Maybe I should chalk out a plan to ask the dreadful answer's question in such a way that she doesn't realize and takes it casually. I will have to pretend properly, ask without making it sound it as a matter of fact. Well, since I never talked in last 5 years, that might throw off my disguise.
I hope this paranoia of mine ends. It is affecting sleep too.
12/06/2023 08:17:00 am
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