They ruin everything. Expectations. Desire. In a happy life these terms bring about turmoil with no reason at all.
I would ask you about love, you would probably quote me a sonnet. But you have never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable like me.
Life is way too tough for social animals like human beings at the cost of collective happiness we get from our family and friends.
Everything about human anatomy is great except some of the hormones and their triggering mechanisms (read situations/timings).
The transition from being relevant to being peripheral is hard. Sometimes you wish to have stayed irrelevant from beginning to avoid pain.
At times it feels all the same. The exact same thing happens. And you start questioning yourself about the decision of yours to get along, meet people, form associations in the first place.
Boys are so stupid. We boys/men are so methodical and good at doing almost everything, rationale and reasoning, but we are at the mercy of our stupid brain when it comes to terms of opposite sex and friendship. We are so stupid that when someone talks with us for a few months in a good way, we think there is potential, there is possibility. So much more. But the reality may be different. The other person was just being friendly and all you thought was to get to be with them for the rest of life. How foolish.
Somethings shouldn't bother me,
they absolutely should not,
but still they do.
I am trying to lose those inhibitions,
yet they cling on.
People use you so far you help them, and then when they're out of their bad phase, they've come into their comfort zone, you cease to matter to them anymore. You're pushed down on the priority list.
Detachment is the key to happiness. Desire is the root cause of all unhappiness. Only if dying was easy.
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