Kaash waqt mein pichhe lautna mumkin hota,
Kaash chaahat barabari ki hoti,
Kaash waqt wahin tham jata,
Kaash ye uha poh kabhi na hoti.
Enjoy the time you have, stop worrying about the definitions, the names, the proper nouns, what to call it and all that. All these don't matter when you are in it, enjoying the path. Cherish every moment you still have with them, stop running for it to be told on record. Stop asking for validation. It's beautiful, live every second of it while it lasts.
Last night was bad. It's been 3 years now. When will these high powered memory nights will end. At times like last night, I feel like giving in to the urge of trying to make things as they were. At least the contact part, I feel like I would succumb to the idea of talking to her, communicating. But would that help? Of course not. I have just one fear what if this is to last forever? What if I can never remove her from myself? What if I have to continue this suffering for the rest of my life? I hope I am just not able to gauze the situation correctly, as time will definitely heal all of this and rip me free of her. But, right now, it's scary.
Love is root cause of both excessive happiness and extreme pain for humans.
3/13/2021 11:56:00 pm
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