Writing today after long.....been a while since I posted something. Of late I have a feeling now that my close friends, basically a few of my school friends who are still in touch, might be of the idea that I am depressed. Well one has told me this quite a few times and has asked me to get counselling. But what differs for me is I think my phase/situation/instance is more of a state of being which is not similar to what depression is.
Well I do feel full and enough, and don't have an appetite for life much, but I don't think about the opposite too. I am not that brave. I am totally dependent on the nature or my fate for it. But yes, of course I feel I am done. I just want to get away from everything. The sentiments, the attachments, the obligation, the family, the people, the expectations. I want to be free of all. Devoid, detached.
11/11/2020 09:31:00 pm
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