My my......I am bewildered after knowing the meaning of this term 'situationship'. Even the autocorrect features of Chrome or keypad doesn't have this word yet. But looking at it, I wonder, was it what I had. Did you know about this concept back in the day. I don't think so. But whatever be, it seems like you totally nailed the situationship lab session. Or maybe I am overthinking as always. Maybe it was nothing. Just that, typical boys like me take anything and everything as sign of love. Romantic love. And there's no concept for friendly love for old school duffers like me who have heads full of haystack and no gray matter. It has been more than 5 years now. How much more time will it take just to be unfallen? Will the desires ever come back? Will this longing ever end? Will I get cured? Will it get worse? When will the memory erasing pill be out in the market?
I still want good for her. That's the sole reason I haven't contacted her at all (as if she would care 😆). Why to give my negativity and filth to her in any capacity. Any way I was no one before 3rd year of college and I am again no one. A fast-degrading person should not be anywhere around a beautiful, ever cheerful, full of positivity, energizing and playful sunshine. Or it is just a way of escaping away from saying “The grapes were sour, I guess!” 🤣
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