Kept the post title as untitled because this time no title is coming to my mind as i write this. After the last time she called me and I wrote the previous post titled "Just felt like writing", today is the day she called.
But today was different, I don't know what is happening to me but yesterday night was one of those bad nights. So is it some kind of telepathy or cosmic connection that she called today, or just a mere coincidence. Whatever it was, but the stranger thing is that I was so happy or frightened at the moment when I saw her name flashing on my phone's screen, that I was shivering. While talking to her I felt so nervous today, and my whole body was shaking. My heart was beating fast and legs quivering.
She talked mostly about work, and so it was just a normal talk about job and better job opportunities at other places. Things of that sort. And thankfully though I had a status call just a fee minutes after. So I got a legitimate reason to drop off early.
Actually from inside, I didn't want to stop talking to her today. Because I miss the friend I lost in her. A great friend with whom I could share anything. Her talk today made me realise how badly I need her.
But it's better to let go now. As it will become more difficult for me. I am saying this as if how good the current me is. Haha.....better to try deleting the encrypted files whose encryption key you've lost than keeping them and remembering what was there in them.
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